This journey is one of many ups and downs. I was surrounded by people (friends and family) for most of the weekend but on Sunday found myself mostly alone and crashed into a very bleak dark grey mood. All my fears and worries came crashing to the fore. It was horrible. Luckily I had the good sense to call a friend who came round with reinforcements and talked me off the edge. I am so blessed that I have so many people who love and support me. I need to say a huge thank you to each and every one of you. I see I am getting many page views but NO comments, so I urge you to please leave comments, I love getting feedback and would like to hear from my readers.
Today I am going to see the alternate holistic doctor (will name him appropriately after seeing him) and he will recommend a treatment plan and the way forward. I am very excited and optimistic about this. Will update once I have seen him later on today.