Saturday, May 11, 2013

Hall of Mirrors

Sometimes this journey is like a hall of mirrors with different things behind each door. Ooh look behind door one we have tadaaa – blood transfusion. Next fun door is yaaay – blood tests. And that next one over there wow – we have e-coli! Yaaay. Sigh. I just feel like nothing is simple at the moment. Can’t I just get treated for this disease without all the added complications? It’s like playing musical chairs, when the music stops, we have another obstacle to face before we can get to the treatment. So I have had quite a time of it – been in hospital again for a blood transfusion this time because my blood count was too low for treatment. Then when I got out of hospital discovered that I had an infection, again so have to be treated for that. Then kidney function not good enough, so guess what BACK to hospital again on Monday for a procedure to treat that. I feel like a 2nd hand car with all my bits falling out. So Monday I go into hospital again then we see what happens next i.e. if kidney function improves what route do we follow. A friend of mine is sourcing THC oil for me and I am very keen to try that. I am still positive just a little tired of all the obstacles. On the up side my company has declared me a remote worker for the time of my treatment. This is a huge weight off my shoulders. I can do my job but not have to stress about going into the office every day. I am very grateful to them for all their support. Keep you all posted. 


  1. Count your blessings and snub the negatives. You could be a peasant in the slums of Bombay with the same health problems as you have now. Destiny has decided to be kind to you and given you good doctors, hospitals, parents, sibling and friends and an employer that is outstanding.

    We cannot alter any part of our destiny. We can only alter the way our minds perceive and deal with this destiny. The mind can make a friend of a potential enemy and make an enemy of a close friend. It the only true enmy in our lives. Control your mind and you will control your whole world.

  2. Thanks Gary - I needed that perspective and yes you are 100% right. :) Love to Dwebbie xx

  3. How awesome that your employers can accommodate you!
    What does the THC oil do?